to love someone as drugged and tainted as you
to touch a skin so thin
your breath so foul
brimming with lies
swimming there in your black depths

to have loved someone as cold as you
flawed and broken
you pain is contagious
time has forsaken us
unraveled to an end
no time to make amends

just because im sorry
does not mean im weak
i am down but not below you
because i can break
does not mean i will break
i apologise for the lies
we told to each other
to keep us together

and when the party is over
and all thats left is the crumbs
you can almost hear the music playing
you can hear my heart breaking
you can catch my tears falling
escaping
crashing
to the floor

but you dont.

and by walking out the door
you've given me the disease
that throws me
to the floor.