I Hate.

i hate the way it ended.
i hate that you havent changed
at all.
i hate that i have become someone
else entirely.
and you dont even know.
i hate how the sun burns my skin.
i hate my ugly reflection.
i hate that you made me this way.
i hate that i am beautiful
but to you i am ugly.
i hate how i cant help glancing your way.
i hate the way i trip up when im near you.
i hate how well-adjusted you seem
are you?
and have you forgotten all of me?
i hate how you stole my heart.
when i wasnt looking
wasnt even aware.
i hate how i cant remember your face.
only your lips
your nose
and your walk.
i hate that you were my first.
i hate that you took all i had
and then some.
i hate that noone else compares to you.
i hate that you made me hate myself
for being in love with the
one person
who never even loved me
not ever
not once
i hate it.